Love, as said in Moulin Rouge, is a many splendid thing. What was left out in that song, however, is the fact that it is also a many complicated thing. Ugh. And the crazy thing is, I'm not even in love. Yet I'm so befuddled. I love that word. Befuddled. How embarrassing would it be if I were using it wrong, especially cause Miss Young is on here! lol. Anyway...Have any of you guys ever liked someone that you really can't like, for whatever reason(s)? It really sucks, doesn't it? I'm kind of in that situation right now, and it sucks uber a lot. Ugh, it's so frustrating. And hard. Cause it's not like I could even TRY to make anything happen, because it wouldn't happen. And even if the circumstances were different, it probably wouldn't happen any way. Wow. This non-optimisticness is weird. Usually I'm Miss Suzi Sunshine and everything will be great and work out. And deep down I know whatever happens or doesn't happen it'll be for the best. So I guess I just have to suffer until I either get over him or whatever. That sucks. Oh well. That's why we have other things going on in our lives. Nothing like staying busy to keep your mind off things...Although busy-ness didn't help me this morning...ugh. Wow. How many times have I said 'ugh' in this entry? That's ridiculous Em. I think I'm gonna stop now, because I'm starting to talk to myself! Bye bye. :)