Kawaii. Another new word. I wonder what it means. I'm gonna go look it up on an online dictionary thingy. Ok. So I've looked at a few different dictionaries and that word apparently does not exist. Hmm... Oh well! I wrote our family Christmas letter today. It was lots of fun! And we got our Christmas tree! YAY! One of the things I like about myself the most is how resilient I am. When bad things happen to me I'll get upset and cry and feel like everything's basically hopeless, and then I'll stop crying and everything is suddenly better, and I'm full of hope again. It's weird. But I like it. It makes life much easier for me. I just always know that I'll be ok. That probably sounds uber cheesy, but I don't care. And this will sound probably 10 times cheesier, but I know that I'm this way because I have God in my life. Anyways, I should probably get ready to go baby-sit! (I'm watching Mrs. Backus's baby, David tonight! yay!) P.S. I still can't find my heartbeat in my chest! :(