so what do I do?

by emoisnotx3dead
Feeling: hot
It's so blucky in my house...there's no effin' air conditioner...it's goddamn hot in herre!...lol props for nelly...lol...so I got high today...with matt...my ex...it was interesting...I came home...got a shower...to prolong the highness...and then burnt out and fell asleep...:)being high is ok...atleast I have quit acid and E and bad shit like that...and I'm not abusing my body like tezzlino....snorting resparadol...*shakes head* I don't know what I'd do if I lost her...but brandi I pwomith...I'll be careful okay?if I had any bad things on me I'd chuck them right now...at this very moment...I don't know if I'nm ready to come to terms with my addiction...yet...but baby steps...baby steps...bye-cassiexox♥
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ok, i trust you ♥

and i left my last comment on your last entry...lol
[Anonymous]
do you have a myspcae if so i want to be lik ur friend on it too so give me lik ur link er w.e..xoxo emily
[Anonymous]

haha thanx for the myspace cutie..i wont start smoking and even if i do start smoking i wont do bad drugs..dunt woory about mee <3
[Anonymous]
if you get a freind request on myspace from emily but theres no pic thats me i unt have a scanner so i have to give a pic to one of my friends but i havent found a good pic yet
[Anonymous]
yeah, the ghost of you kicks ass...both of them, lol. its weird, MCR and GC both have a song called 'the ghost of you' and its #6 on both cds...i think they planned it.

haha yeah, i love that face O_o
[Anonymous]
yea i know its going to be hard but that is something i am ready for. i love this one. well dear ill talk to you later
[Anonymous]
okay cassie...
1. yes i do like yellow things, but i like blue and green better (in otherwords i LOVE your sitd, lol)
2.i have never heard that song but i definetely shall download it.
3.umm...this ones hard...what do we have that you don't have? we have dicks! lmao ;) its a sporting goods store.
4.my favorite colors are blue, lime green, hot pink, and black
[Anonymous]
5.i changed my diary because as much as i love gerard (and you know i do), i got sick of the blue, and if i change all my colors, my background has to match cuz im weird about that. dont worry, ill make a new gerard background eventually.
6. haha...sorry to disappoint you...but brandis not sexy :( workin on it tho, lol.
[Anonymous]
love ya too!!! *kisses* -me O_o
[Anonymous]
hey, i don't have AC either. so we're both cursed with this heat. hell. sometimes i wonder if satan himself would say it's hot outside

ill be careful but dunt worry about me...worry about urself..ur the one hoos doen all the drugs..and im not lik making fun of you er anything...er calling you stupid..but just be careful =)
[Anonymous]