well i am in Pennsylvania for the fall break. i won't be back to Ventura til Sunday night sometime. the only thing this trip has done so far.. is made me realize how happy i am that my dad moved out a few weeks ago. i haven't really had to be around him until now.. and we have been fighting the whole time. luckily today is like my 1st day here since yesterday i was on the plane all day.. which means that this vacation will get better... i hope. i have been trying to call rachel to see if she wants to hang out this weekend.. but she isn't answering her phone. hmm. hopefully she will call me soon. i guess i should've made plans with people before i got here. i just hope i have fun this week.. cause if i don't keep myself occupied.. i am going to have my mood swings.. and i really don't want that to happen. i am on the verge of one now.. so hopefully i will do something soon. anyways. i am going to go try to find something to do.