you're all so dramatic. friends or not friends. i hate you, can we still be friends? at least you're sticking to what you said. at least you're figuring out what's good for you. while everything falls apart, you at least seem to be keeping some kind of dignity, and you're finding out what right for you. in two days i'll feel so much better and everything will be okay for a few hours. and at least, i'll be able to smile and mean it.