but it did sound so familiar. that you're never happy with what i do it seems like. and it just... scared me so much when you said that. because if that happens to us, i'd never be okay. i won't ever be happy again. i just feel it. it's what older people always told me about how when it's right, you'll just know. you'll tell people about the cheesy things you said and not be embarrassed. you'll just know, that person is the one. and i know. and what if you're never happy and i'm not your one? what if years from now you leave? i couldn't handle that. it made me so afraid. one sentence made me wonder about everything i believe in anymore. i don't want that to end up being us.