oh wow today is a glorious day, its the new beginning of my new improved life, i talked to my ex boyfriend saturday, ive been broken over him and missing him and praying for him for over a year now and nothing has happend and i finally called him and he was really sweet and then he called again sunday and waas back to being an asshole and after all this time i finally realized that i dont need him and hes not worth all the sadness and heartbreak because he isnt any better than any other guy i could get. i feel so good now, i finally told him what ive been dieing to tell him for a year now, he was being an ass and he said no i was jokeing jen and isaid its not funny, and he said 'you never get mad at me, i can say anything i want and you just laugh and i dont know what ur problem is today but your really mouthy, and ur just not ok with me being me around you anymore and ur just being a bitch." and i was so pissed i said" ok? ok? ya know what justin? it was ok when we were together and you fed me sappy fake lines about love and it was ok when you broke my heart and it was ok when i fianlly got the guy of my dreams and you talked him into dumping me and it was OK when you played that stupid mean joke on me and made even weston feel bad for me, it was ok when you told my best friend that I said he was fat when it was really u that said it, its ok when you act like a complete ass hole to me but you know what? you want me to sit here and watch this happen and you want me to still love you and wish that you still loved me and thats not ok, its not, and when you wke up and realise that people dont appreciate being constantly put down and insulted and ignored then your gonna know that what you do to me is not ok and ur not gonna be ok when you realise that im not here for you anymore, quit acting life a stubborn little prick and grow up, ur not the only guy in my life and theres nothing you could ever give me that i cant get from someone else" and then he hung up on me and hasnt called back since....haha, i win and now, im not upset anymore because i got that out in the open and i did waht i shouldve done ages ago