I LOVE VALENTINES DAY!!! oh my god i went on the date with kelly...totally sucked, we went out from 11 at night until 2 in the morning and ya he was so shy he hung out with his friends and pretty much ignored me i rubbed his shoulders and played with his hair and gave him a ug before i left, thats the onoly contact we made ALL night and then bryce underhill, the guy im in love with from speech was there where we went and i ended up hanging out with him more than kelly...it sucked but i went to incredible pizza last night and met a really hot guy named jasper, hes so sweet and cute, he wants to take me out for v-day tonight but i cant go, oh my gosh, i woke up this morning and i got ready and went out to start my car and when i got to the front door there was a pile of rose pedals and i swept them out side and there was a trail of them to my car and when i opened my door, there was a huge stuffed puppy in the drivers seat and a doen roses in the passenger seat, i almost died, and i read the card and it was so sweet, its from one of my best friends, tony and i got to school this morning and i walked around the corner to the band room and my friend joel( who doesnt even go to my school) was leaning up against the door frame holding a black rose, (wich is a good thing cuz we LOVE black ones) and he handed it to me and kissed me on the cheek and said he had a present for me in his car and i followed him out to it and there were 6 black roses with a ring tied to the vase and i started crying and i just covered my mouth in shock, because joel is the LEAST romantic person i know and he put his arms around me and he had to go but i am in SUCH an AWESOME mood now, and i got in my locker and sum1 put a stuffed puppy with a locket around its neck in it and it has benji and joel from good charlotte in it i love it im not sure who its from but i think its from my friend tiffanizzle hehe anyways im going to a movie with Joel tonight then dinne with Tony and then my fiend Tj and I are going to go to the mall right after school so i have a busy day and since i cant go anywhere with my buddy seth im going somewhere with him thursday so i feel so loved today and im still going to kill heather for being such a fucking doosh bag, she cant go to promwith dustin now cuz she decided to tell her parents he does drugs and now she claims her life is totally ruined and i cant get it throught her head that she shouldntve told them but anywho so now i have to listen to her whine!! ... "True" I wont talk I wont breathe I wont move till you finally see That you belong with me You might think I dont look But deep inside In the corner of my mind Im attached to you Im weak Its true Cuz im afraid to know the answer Do you want me too? Cuz my heart keeps falling faster I've waited all my life To cross this line To the only thing thats true So I will not hide Its time to try Anything to be with you All my life I've waited This is true You dont know what you do Everytime you walk into the room Im afraid to move Im weak Its true Im just scared to know the ending Do you see me too? Do you even know u met me? I've waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So I will not hide Its time to try anything to be with you All my life I've waited This is true I know when I go ill be on my way to you The way thats true I've waited all my life to cross this line To the only thing thats true So I will not hide Its time to try anything to be with you All my life I've waited