oh my god...jeph howard and bert mccracken are on tv and bert keeps trying to kiss the host dude and jeph is wearing a pineapple....JUST a pineapple....wow....that boy has a nice body...too bad hes holding that damn pineapple....anywho that made my day.... well im at heathers...cause i have no other friends....well actually i do but none that id want to go spend the night with...well cept for other certain chosen ones but they kinda like thousands of miles away.... i am so fucking pissed.... so many reasons... i fucking HATE some people....seriously....people suck.... i just want to kill them.... when u finally think you know someone...they hurt you and u dont understand why.... i HAVE to get out of here, no joke...i cant take this...but i have nowhere to go... its not going to matter, everywhere i go i piss people off...seriously i can honestly say that there is only ONE person i know that understands me....that listens to me and that i would die for...one....out of millions...that is really sad... only one... i see what an impact i make on people... fucking.....garrrr.....i sware, if anyone knew all the shit that i fucking put up with they would NOT be such assholes... i give up im not even gonna try anymore, i try to be so nice but its not like it even matters...damn fucking shit ass bitch whore...sorry i felt like getting all those out.... on the bright side...my band is playing a show in august....im getting excited, we are playing "under pressure" woo i get to play the tambourine and sing... go me...we got 3 new band members and fired a drummer yesterday we added guitaists chrissi smith, john peters and drummer named boe...im wondering something tho...i play the lead guitar and after this song we wont need a tambourine so im wondering what the fuck im gonna end up doing...prolly what i normally do...walk around..dont know wich way is up..