well.....tomorrow is my birthday....u know...sweet 16, spose to be the happiest time of your life? well...not for me....iim sick...ive been stuck in the fucking bed for 2 days and it sucks, ere long, i dont get to take my drivers test....and, my mom is makeing me go to school tomorrow...sweet 16 and im spending it in school, lucky me, it wouldnt be so bad if i wasnt sick....but on a good note i think maybe my sister can talk my mom out of makeing me go that way she can take me to target and get my green day cd she's getting me for my birthday, u know, because she forgot all about my birthday until today....noone even remembers when my birthday is and even when they did they couldnt remember how old im gonna be, that just shows how much people really listen to me doesnt it? well, anyways im not even sure if i get to have a party wich also sucks, i want to have some friends over friday then go to the mall saturday but i dunno if my mom will want to put up with all of us all night she said i could have a few friends over but i dunno what else she has in mind....but on a good note i get a good charlotte birthday cake...u know, i have 1 question, why do people ask u what u want for your birthday when they never get it for you? my stupid friend heather asked me what i wanted for my birthday and i told her i really wanted a sid vicious T-shirt and so for the past 3 months now we had a deal, she would get me the sid vicious shirt without fishnet for my birthday and i would get her the sid vicious shirt with fish net for christmas so pretty much, the only hting i REALLY wanted was that shirt and my sister offered to buy it for me but i said no that heather was gonna get it if i woulda let my sis buy it, i would prolly have it by now, but i figured u know, heather really wanted to be the one to get it for me and she prolly had it by then anyways and then finally , the time comes for her to get it and her mother woulnt let her buy it because hes from the sex pistols and she doesnt like them so now im screwed out of my shirt, if i woulda just let my sister get it in the first place then i would have a problem now would i? but no, i had to rely on someone stupid to get me something I REALLY REALLY wanted, u know it really pisses me off too, thats the only thing i wanted for my birthday, i didnt care about anything else and now im stuck with whatever heather decides to get me wich will probably suck because shes horrible at picking out gifts and she gets me al these crappy cd's that i hate even if i tell her wich one i want, she always manages to screw things up, well, atleast i still have my other friends to rely on to make my day go better, i really have no clue what my friend michelle is getting for me but she says ill love it and considering she knows me pretty good im sure she will fix things, cuz shes smart like that, but u know what i guess this means i dont have to buy heather her sid vicious shirt, HA i know, ill buy her a jessica simpson cd, she hates Jessica Simpson, almost as much as i hate the Brittney Spears cd she got me last year!! i know i know i may sound selfish, afterall it is the thought that counts i guess....but she obviously wasnt thinking when she got the stupid thing! i mean honsestly, she was my best friend last year,she of all people know im into the hard core heavy metal and punk music, why on God's green earth would she even be looking in the pop section in the first place?...God the anguishness of her stupidity boggles my mind and continues to baffle me day after day, just when i think she cant possible get any stupider....*BOOM* she proves me wrong, every time