brandi again

by guitarchick97 on July 30th 2005, 12:00AM

yea thats because barry actually answers the goddamn phone every once in awhile okay? yea so you know ive tried calling you and you NEVER answer yea and u know why i never told you that i like him? because you woulda said "eww jenni hes ugly and hes not good enough for you and i cant believe you, and blah" you woulda got all mad at me wich didnt really fucking matter because you got pissed off anyways so whatever and yea u know what tho i never talked to bobby that fucking much anyways, so i dont know how ive replaced him, i still talk to him everytime he calls i dont have texts anymore and im always at heathers and i dont get reception here and so erego i cant answer the phone and i dont want heathers parents to be all pissed off at me because ppl keep calling me here....yea so its not like i ever talked to him that much anyways and i called and left 2 messages for you yesterday and so if you wanted to talk to me you coulda called once in awhile but you never do, YOU always expect me to do all the fucking calling and im not gonna do that because you dont answer your phone anyways but you know its just so fucking annoying how i get blamed for everything thats bothering you okay? so im sorry okay? i dont know what you want me to do about it.....and no i dont call you just because barry wont answer the phone, normally i call you before HIM anyways but you dont answer so i always call him because he DOES....and like you said its a little green button that has a phone on it and sometimes it says 'send' so YOU need to learn how to use it rahter than me.... and i am NOT stealing barry from you, but oh i forgot everything ALWAYS my fault because your perfect and im not going to get married to him and have kids because A i hate children and B i have a fucking boyfriend okay? and you would already know that if you would fucking talk to me....yea thats sad bran, your spose to be my best friend and you dont even know his name....its aaron in case you decided to give a shit but its okay because thats over now too....as of yesterday yea he broke up with me and i was upset so i get on the internet and see that you are pissed off at me too so yea that was more iceing on the cake, yes i know its hard to believe that ugly gay me can actually get a boyfriend but i did, and thanks to my ugliness and sucky personality i dont even have him anymore so yes thanks...as if things werent fucking bad enough

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hey, not my fault your boyfriend broke up with you. dont even try to pin that on me. besides, you still have barry, i mean according to him youre goiung out anyway so hey, why not right?

and my life isnt all butterflies and puppy dogs either, at least you have somewhere to go. the friend i used to live with has all but ditched me, im only needed when no one else is avaliable.

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and yeah, youre right i would say that about barry, you know why? because i know him a hell of a lot better then you do, and he ISNT good enough for you. but if you'd rather him then fine, if paige has taught me anything, its that no matter how long youve been friends with someone guys take priority in their mind, and once they find one you dont matter anymore. so whatever, i'll just talk more to my girlfriend and forget about you guys too.

yeah, you didnt talk to bobby much but he still considered you a friend, and you and him had that little joke about you marrying him, but apparently thats a 'you and barry' thing now.

and i dont blame everything on you, its just...ARGH, you cant like barry, im not stable enough for that, ok? it gets to me, it really does. i cant help what bothers me and what doesnt, ok? why do you think i fought with kim in the first place?

it wasnt just cuz of all the shit she did to me...though that didnt help...she likes sarah, and i know how kim is when she dates people, i saw how she was with mike...its like, once she gets them they dont matter, all that matters is the chase. once her and mike started dating, she didnt even talk to him anymore. he'd pass her in the hallway and he'd wave and she wouldn't even look at him, but she spent tons of time with his best friends.

she wasnt good enough for sarah and barrys not good enough for you. but fuck it, obviously what i think doesnt make a difference.

and i would call you, but you know, i wouldn't want to interrupt any of your 10 hour marathons, or whatever your record is by now.

im sorry that aaron broke up with you...but as far as the icing on the cake goes, well...doesnt matter much what i think or feel anyway now does it?