here you go

by guitarchick97
brandi ive ALWAYS told you that you come before ANYONE i know...youve been my best friend so long that i wouldnt even know how to act without you, brandi if you still like him then why didnt you tell me? i am getting that vibe....yea i know we make plans brandi but you've gotta understand, it never happens and you know it...when i said i wanted to live with you and share split property and be rich and have giant orgies...i meant it, and i still do... i just hate it when you get mad at me and you have problems and want to talk about stuff and i cant be there, i hate the fact that you live so far away and i cant hang out with you every weekend and the fact that we cant go to birthday parties and i REALLY hate the fact that just being able to see you involes and airplane and a lot of money...yea it all really really sucks, and theres just so many things i want to do and say that just arent even there anymore ya know? i dont want to lose you and i dont want to fight anymore i just want everything to be just fine and it cant...im sorry i said all those things to you, i didnt mean to be such a bitch but i just cant handle things like this and i dont like fighting with people im closest to....i dont know...but im sorry...again
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im sorry too, i wasnt trying to hurt you...i just dont like thinking i can be replaced so easily...i mean, i can understand you getting a new best friend out there, cuz i cant be there all the time...but finding a new best friend here? and one of my friends no less? ouch.
[Anonymous]
and i dont still like barry...and before you even think it, i dont like you either (lol), just...

i dont know, i didnt expect you to...i mean, hes barry, hes like, one of the girls...the last thing i ever expected was for you of all people to like him.
[Anonymous]
and yeah, i know the whole distance thing sucks, but pretty soon that wont be an issue. in almost exactly 2 years ill be 18, then we can go wherever the hell we want and do whatever the hell we want and make barry walk behind us the whole time carrying the bags that we will conveniently forget to tell him has wheels...until then, we just gotta deal with the whole 'leavin on a jetplane' thing.
[Anonymous]
its really not all that bad...we just gotta find a time where it can last for more then 2 weeks...cu trust me, i know how hard it is to leave the other person behind...i did it before you did, remember? i cried the whole flight home last christmas...

and that creepy old lady stared at me the whole time anyway...i shoulda pushed her down the stairs when i had a chance...*eye twitch*

anyway...where was i?
[Anonymous]
oh right...anyway, someday we wont have to worry bout that anymore...

and...i dunno what else to say...lol

so we still on for that road trip? ive thought up some more pretty good places to go, like that church where they filmed helena and stuff...if you still wanna go...
[Anonymous]
no i dont have a crush on you...but you might wanna watch out for that heather girl...lol ;)

speaking of which...if were gonna have those mass orgies, then i demand there be seperate beds and it HAS to be dark...and maybe curtains around the beds too...and the guys can jump from one to the other, lol, cuz umm...no offence or anything, but you naked? ew. thanks, but no, i think i'll pass. i mean seriously, youre hot and all, but...no. lol ;)
[Anonymous]
haha, if i was a guy, i'd go gay for you too, lol. but fortunately for me im not a sex-crazed idiot, so looks like youre out of luck there. i mean, i know how much you want me and all (dont even try denying it, ive seen the way you look at me), but...i'm spoken for ;p

lmao jk.

kicked her in the dentures? is that some newfangled phrase you young people use for 'kick them where it hurts'? i swear, kids these days...
[Anonymous]
how long have u been playing guitar?