okay well whatever im done with this bullshit, youve obviously convinced yourself that your such a bad person and since you dont listen to me then i cant fucking do anything about it, you pushed me to the point to where i dont even care what i say to you anymore and you know what? yea your right that IS how its going to be, and you wanna know why? because you made it that way and i dont fucking feel sorry for you anymore, your so fucking dramatic and in case you hadnt noticed you blame everyone else and now your saying its all your fault...oh boo fucking hoo, quit the games brandi, just be realistic for once in your fucking life, quit acting like such a fucking baby and quit getting pissed off over little things and you did say barry was ugly and i quote "your shallow so why do you like him?" yea that pretty much sums it up right there and i never said you couldnt come out for christmas and its not like it matters because im gonna be in fucking washington then anyways, so its not even a fucking option anymore and i know i only see you once a year but YOUR the one that wanted me to meet him so bad, okay so im so fucking sorry that i just accadently decided to be friends with him and im sorry that i psychicly altered his feelings and MADE him want to be friends with me too...i know i know im such a fucking aweful person and i cant do anything right.... whatever, yea did you ever think that seeing as how all your friends are leaving that the problem may not be us but you? yea did ya ever think of that? oh wait. maybe everyone else is wrong and well...you were right and im sorry its not my fault that you had to move out there you know if i coulda changed that i would've yea i didnt want you to go, i never told you this but i cried my eyes out for a week after you left because i missed you and i couldnt stop it and you know what else? i cried the WHOLE plane ride home from your house and i locked myself in my room for 3 days yea is that what you wanted me to say? that i missed you? because i did...yea i never tell anyone my true feelings but there you go and now all of a sudden your telling me that i never cared? what the fuck ever, i dont want to even hear that and if you dont want to be friends then that is your fucking problem, because at this point nothing i say is going to change your mind and you ALWAYS get your way and i guess ill be the first to say it....CONGRADULATIONS! you win....you beat me, game over, we hate each other, lets move on and forget about the past years that we've been best friends....yes that should be pretty fucking easy shouldnt it? dont worry ill just make it easier for you and say goodbye right now and tell MYSELF to burn in fucking hell that way YOU dont have to...so goodbye brandi and congradulations...you got what you wanted...im done