God, I would have moved mountains for you.

You gave me this false hope.

You fed me this illusion and then left me empty.

You took everything and left me with nothing.

I lost myself in you.

I truly understand now why people go

back to shitty people now.

FUCK. You were my drug.

Being next to you was intoxicating and draining at the same time.

I left our encounters depressed and I still kept calling.

My heart still skipped a beat when I saw your name.

I didnt know the damage you did untill i felt

my drunken shame that time when I had reached out to you

knowing full well you were with her.

The most sobering thought in my 24 years of life

is to realize how ugly this kind of infatuation and love

can make a person.

You brought me to the worst parts of myself.

If only i'd known sooner..