/For the first time, in a long time, I like someone.
THIS IS BIG.
Normally I would run by now.
But I cant. Not from him.. and i dont know why?
I want to keep him close.
I want to hnag out with him all the time.
Is it because he's new and shiny?
Do I like him or do i like the thought of him more?
Am I crazy?
I havent liked anyone like this in so long...
Its so uncomfortable.
I havent even let him in too far.
But he's too close.
The idea that someone can hurt me...
scares me.
Maybe I should end this?