Step One you say we need to talk.
So basically. it's been a while. For some reason i always come back to this site. Yeah i know everyone has a myspace. Im not gonna lie. I have one to. I love it. or at least i think i love it. Sadly nothing big has happened. Uhm. we bought a treadmill which is cool because i need to start running again. i hate feeling outta shape. i love being outta breath more because i feel like i actually did SOMETHING.
I need somewhere to put my thoughts. Jeez i cant freaking talk to anyone. It's like paranoia x37842. Im having a hard time trusting people. Highschool rocks but sucks at the same time. Im trying to find who my real friends are and who can be my best friend and at the same time keep up with homework and sports. Uh i cant manage!. im in a rut. i do the same thing everyday . well not everyday but its getting close to the same thing everyday.
I like this boy, which is good and bad. My friend likes him too and shes liked him longer. so basically she has dibs.It sounds like we're calling spot back on chairs or something haha. I cant tell her i like him and i dont think i ever will. which is sad because i think we me and this boy have something. I would never go behind her back and try to get with him though. Thats not cool. Why cant everything be easy.
Well thats life, i guess?
Samantha <3