Listening to: evanescence "my immortal"
Feeling: discarded
Well, the day I was looking forward to because it was the last until the break turns out to be a very dissapointing and depressing one. Lately things have been bothering me more than normal and each day just pushes the button a little further. The same people in my previous entry still bother me and today I am going to add to the list. Now this boy is EXTREMELY cocky. I'm not the only one who thinks this either so I'm not just throwing off on him. He just got this thing in his mouth yesterday for his braces he's getting soon. It's like a metal piece that is on the roof of your mouth and it seperates your teeth. Well, those things are designed to where you can talk normally while it is in, but no!!! All day he decided to talk loudly with his fake lisp(sp) claiming that he couldn't help it. It annoyed the crap out of me all day. Pushing the button harder and harder. This is an everyday battle I face with him but it seems to get worse each day...
Next I have my "best" friend.Andrea...
We've practically been friends since we were born but recently her and her bf of a year and 4 months broke up. Well I still have my bf and I do spend time with him of course but lately we haven't been very close(Andrea and I that is). I don't know why. The funny thing is that her new good friends are the people that she was making fun of only a couple of months ago. Now they're the best of friends doing stuff with eachother every weekend, but I never seem to get a call to go anywhere...
I went to her house tonite but she wasn't there because she had gone out with some other friends. I was with my parents so we stayed and talked to her parents a while. I decided before I left to go into her room and leave a note for her, as I went in I noticed the pictures of us that had been all over the room had been replaced with her new friends all except for one. That really hurt me. I still have tons of pics of her in my room...
It really hurts me when it feels like I'm losing a very important person in my life. I don't want to "dis friend" her or anything but I don't know what to do...
All I want to do is cry and go to bed
Tomorrow IS another day....it HAS to get better...HAS to...
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