Do you ever just have one of those days when you don't want to talk to anyone, see anyone, or anything? Today was one of those days. I thought bad things and was generally ill. I wanted a break from everthing. Me day but will that day EVER happen? I have a feeling not. Today was a very eventful, almost dissapointing day. I hurt my freakin' foot for one and dread walking on it tomorrow but then it was weird too cuz I was dissapointed in so many different ways that I can't describe. It was just like, wait....why'd that have to happen and why do you have to do me up one more level? Why do you push my buttons?< yeah that's the one I've been looking for. Why do you push my buttons? My buttons are small and sometimes you can't even see them but why do you make them bigger and press them over and over? I had my good moments through out the day but then they would be ruined with my bad thoughts or dissapointing words from others. Geez...what a cruddy day. I still have work I have to do and it's 10:45-my bedtime precisely. I'll be up for another 45 minutes at least. Less sleep for me! greaaaaat. Why can't it be a friday night when I don't have to talk or see anyone? Please give me patience until then! I have a large feeling that I'll need it so I won't blow a gasket on someone who doesn't deserve it. I need sleep lol. Tomorrow is another day.... Leave 'em....or don't that's okay too.