I and my friends are moving on very slowly but we are moving from his death. It's so odd. I kept saying to myself at his funeral that I shouldn't have to be here, doing this, burying my friend. I want to keep telling myself that he's only out of school sick and will be back tomorrow laughing in front of me. But he won't....it's never gonna happen again. How can that be? He's in a better place though. God is looking after him and telling him how much he's watched over him until that day. Maybe I'm still in disbelief...I don't know. It'll hit me though if it is. Time will tell. On a better note, I've been keeping busy with exams and what not. I think I've made straight A's.((Score!)) I'm happy with my accomplishments this semester.I've had church stuff too for the holidays. Less than a week and we'll be celebrating HIS birth!!! I love this time of year. Most people are so joyous and happy.It's fun and we don't have school. I danced today at church. It's kind of embarrasing but I'm glad that I have a talent that I can share God's love through. Nathan is home too. I've had a lot of fun with him. I fell asleep on him when he was watching the Panther's game which they lost...grrr. I can't wait until Christmas though. If I dont' write between now and then I hope you all have a WONDERFUL Christmas!!! God bless you all!