ok i want to say a really BIG thank you to the people commenting and giving me advice you are all legends! it really helps me out! and its good to know that people care! i've never really had that b4! but yea! THANX - and also thank you for making me feel welcome - since i am new and all!:D:D:D ok tonight im going to my friend alis house ( the one who tim likes! ) and then the next day we are going to the movies with tim:D - i get kind of annoyed @ ali sometimes becuz she has the best/gorgus/sweetest guy after her and shes like no he wont like me ( she has a low self esteem! ) but ali is totally gorgus like absolutely perfect inside and out! i dont get it i really dont :| but i guess we all have reasons and we all make mistakes **sigh** awwell! im really extremely happy that i found out about this diary site:D:D:D:D:D its so kewl and interesting specially the people aswell:D:D:D life cannot get any better :D ciao