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by lana
Listening to: none
Feeling: unattractive
**i went to church tonight! it was so wikid and inspiring! - i love worshiping god and feeling his presence .. its such a wonderful thing to embrace! **after night church i went to nicky's house with ali, jade, mel, windah, katherine and esther! i felt rejected cos they were all pretty and i felt like crap! so i wasnt talking much and yea! i dunt think mel likes me:(:( - i feel ugly and look ugly! i dont feel like me anymore:'( **things get so so depressing .. richard where are you??? *sigh* i feel sick
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thank you for the comment. your name is sweeet. school really sucks a lot, especialy in spring. but i like your diary thing. i dont write in mine much, mostly i do it knowing that other people will look at it, so i dont always write my true feelings about things. church is cool too. im a catholic myself. and if that picture on the top left is you, i think youre gorgeous. all you need is confidence. well, thank you. bye. -RR
aww its ok i know what u meant!
and me and bryan talked and he never said shit 2 that girl basically... she made it up. lol ohhh welll...

-xrazorxcutsx-
(im 2 lazy 2 switch 2 my other diary)
...just keep your faith in God and all will be fine. Faith and patience my dear. Faith and patience...
awe no don't feel non pretty, you are beautiful. I know how you feel though, i feel like that a lot. So no worries it's probably just a stage your going through. I still am...so yeah, can't make any promises that it goes away, but you'll be fine. Just think positively, don't dwell on things. and...don't think so much, trust me. I'm a melancholy it's in my nature to do so, i've been trying to fight my depression for so long so far it's been workin
lol awe thanks. Good stuff. I hope so. I've always wanted to make a difference. Just never knew if i did. And it makes me happy i have. Thank you so much, i hope i do complete all my goals. So far I've gotten about 3 of them. Woo. yeah, so i'm curious to know, how long have you been reading my diary? just curious. and how has that helped you or what not? good stuff.

be well, good day mate.

vannessa

p.s. you're really pretty.
Thanks for the comment i love my girl!--and from your pic your not ugly so don't be so harsh on ur self--as you grow old you become way more comfterble in your skin believe me--plus everyone has their issues with their looks
[Anonymous]
i dont have msn, but i do have aol and aim. youre definetly not ugly, to me at least. i dont know how you veiw yourself, but that picture is more than a thousande words. youre really cool. camment back, lol. -RR
yeah...he seems to WANT to hurt me to. He said he was sorry for everything he's done and said and that he didn't mean it but then he told me he was just kidding about that so...yeah...thanks for all the help i'm gonna add you.
lol yay im prettier than the hoes. tehehe
[Anonymous]
u aint ugly! tut tut, from ur pic u no look ugly :P
thanx for sayin ull add me as a freind, yayy i have freinds :D
luv
craziecutie xxxxx
[Anonymous]
Ya umm im still sorta new to this so i have no clue how to add friends can u help me out please
[Anonymous]
from your pic in the corner, id say you were very pretty.
[Anonymous]
hey, lana, its sam. i have a question; how do you get a header picture?
[Anonymous]
aww thanx. your sooo sooo pretty too!

i wish everyone thought i was pretty. oh well.
[Anonymous]
Hey lana wats up remeber me Sarah. Well i love how in the beginning of ur diary u have the pop up message can u PLEASE tell me how to do that thanx
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dont ever think you are ugly! you are quite beautiful! hehe. ttyl gorgeous!
jess
lol, parrots are untapped girlfriend material i'm sure ;)

Yeah, you can call me whatever you want. I dont really mind. lol, i'm not bothered :)

Rich
Get yahoo...its free and only takes a couple of minutes to get. I'm really glad you're happy. It makes me feel good that I could do that for you. You are such a sweet girl.
You make me happy because you are you. You always seem to give me positive reinforcement and it motivates me. I can't thank you enough for being a great friend and even more so a great person. Thanks. :)
haha u were eating lipgloss??? lol thats great. it gives u a high? i shoudl try that sum day... hmm... could be interesting. neway im doing hwk n so i gotta goooo. LATES
-Chelsea xoxox
You don't hurt everyone. In fact I'm a lil' happier since I met you. I at least have something bright to look forward to when you are online. :). HOw are you something special? Well, just look at you; you're beautiful, intelligent, witty, and you always seem to bring a smile to my face. It takes a lot to make me smile; that I consider special.
You are quite the hard head. :). Of course I mean that in a respecting way.
I want you to know that I think you are something; something very special. Everyone has something special about them; you just happen to be a great person. Don't ever let yourself down because you are the only one who decides that you are something or nothing. In my opinion you a definately something. :)
awh well all these other girls must be even prettier who knows... even tho ive seen more than half of them and they are nasty. oh well whatever, guess he likes loose sluts. lol
[Anonymous]
I can't agree that you are nothing. It seems you lack confedenced in yourself. I may be in a constant state of decay with my depression, but I at least have confedence that I can go out there and be me. I'm sure you are a wonderful person.....you should realize that you may not feel like anything, but to other you are the world. Cya. :)
Are you sure you're 14? No....I don't have msn, just yahoo. And no you're not ugly. My yahoo is kyokankira. Cya
lol yea thanx... i guess it matters most to me what *he* thinks and lately... even tho we have a baby coming... *he* still is messing with other girls. so i mustn't be that great. oh well
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