[40]FUK IT ALL :)

by lana
Listening to: radio
Feeling: misunderstood
WELL i have been fuking depressed for the last few weeks: crying myself to sleep everynite, crying everyday!, having suicidal thoughts every fuking day and night even in my fuking dreams! :O WOW i SUCK!!!! HAHA ok well i have given up on michael .. WHY? cus he fuking treats me like fuking SHIT! and WHYS tht?? CUS IM A FUKING UGLY BITCH!!!!! yeh tht right UGLY BITCH!!! i do not belong on earth becus... 1) i am ugly 2) i am ugly 3) i am ugly OH ALSO cus i am a fuking loser who no one fuking likes!!! yeh fuking loser!!! and no everyone i am not on fuking drugs im just worked up cus i am a FUKING FUKHED!!!!!!!! .::ViRGiN SuiCiDe::.Im losing my mind,i h8 evrythn,acidic tears roll down my cheeks in despair im falln! FUK IT,2MZ IT ALL STARTS
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lana, cheer up, plzz. If he treated u lyke shit hes the fukhead not u, plus u aint a loser, look at all the ppl whos friends lists u r on and the comments of those ppl beggin ya to come bak soon cuz we miss ya! cesk xxxxxxxxxx (ps u aint fukin ugly either, and im not argueing about it either, u r not ugly :P)
no probz lana, any time, love u 2! dont let anyone bring u down, cuz i can bet anything ur betta then them! speak to ya later chick luv francesca xxxxxxx
you're not ugly and you rock

party on!
[Anonymous]
i've been good (:

yupp well have a good night

party on!
[Anonymous]
.:Guys are assholes:. Most guys will say anything (even call pretty girls ugly) just to hurt and seem mucho. He might have called you ugly, but I bet that isn¡¦t even the real issue. Cheer up. ƒº I don¡¦t think you¡¦re a loser for feeling suicidal or even depressed. You got a right to be sad. I¡¦m sorry that you feel this way. It is painful to see you in this state. I hope you feel better soon.
Your not fucking ugly! your gorgeus!
Ive been hurt by lads too. Maybe I did want suicide and blood, but I never went to far.
Please dont do anything. If you end up like me with scars everywhere it will only serve you badly in the future.
Please dont.
ur angels have not been turned away, look on the latest entry of my dairy, poem just for u :D luv ya lots ceski xxxxx
hey hun. dont be so down on yourself. and you are beautiful. never think suicide thoughts. thats not the way out. its giving up and being a coward. would you liked to be known as that? and if you did..id miss you too much on this site! you'll; find someone. im going through the same thing you are. you just gotta let it happen. no more paranoia. ill stop if you stop. promise.
later hun
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*does impression on formula one car* lana u rule :D im so happy, life is fab, wat do u do wen life is fab, dance like a looney *dances like a looney* and my mum told me we r gonna go on holiday to perth next yr too, before we move there, :D:D:D:D:D:D luv ceski weski xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ps baby chicken :P
*sniffle and hugs you* I LOVE YOU LANA!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO mkay talk to you on MSN :D - Ellie
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if thats you, you arent ugly AT ALL! besides, i know what its like to be treated badly. I thought i was the problem but i wasnt and he wasnt worth it at all. Think about it. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Read happy poems about life, i swear they work. How did we get on each others friend list? i dont reember- it might be the whole guy thing.
jen
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:( come bak lana, long time no speak n i miss n need u, Hope ur ok chicken, speak to ya soon hopefully
luv ya lots cesk xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
heya babeh take care alright.please take care :)
loveeeeeeeeeeee
kate XOXOOX
youre not ugly. youre pretty hot. dont be so hard on yourself. be happy. you only live once. -rr
hey lana omg it's so freakin nice to hear from you again, it's been like fucken forever...LOL!! Yeah me and zach have been doing good, and me and mike well were long done found out the hard way that he was a loser and a user, but now i got someone better!! Make sure you talk to me soon and if ya want to email me email me at: skoumal@snet.net
luv ya lots
Katherine
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