Hey, Long Time, No Entry ay! Intriguing ;) So How Are We All? I Have Missed Everyone So Much!! Well Lana Land Has Changed A Heck Of Alot And Yeah, So Much Shit To Write. Have you ever wanted someone so bad that when you see them you cry because you know you cant be with them and then finally when that magickal time comes and you're together it's not a fantasy anymore it is reality. It suddenly hits you that the one person you have always wanted is yours but it does not feel right. God it's like you have fucking waited your whole life for this special person and now that you are with them you do not want to lose them but in some way you know it is now going to work. Love Life is so fucking complicated, i hate it but then love it, cus i have someone but then i hate it cus he is not always with me. I Feel so hesitant, irritated and extremely fragile. It seems as though every guy i meet just wants to use me and treat me like a toy but what they do not see is that toys can be easily broken!! I Also do not feel as though i have a real home. Moving house to house each week is so stressful and frantic. And if i forget something it is my fault i mean as if i have enough fucking problems or issues to worry about. I mean i am a fucking girl GOSH parents just do not get it!!! Nyways i best be going, i feel emotionally and physically sick .. Luv ya'z all hope your all gewd MWA XXxxXX