ok im feeling alot better from last night! still upset but getting there! i keep yawning and sighing! hmmmm i have a problem!! *sigh* ok b4 i became a christian i done sum realli bad shit - as in i got myself drunk @ ma frends house on new years and her mum spent the night/morning looking after me! and i done stuff with this guy (i.e oral) ok look i know im really young and i understand that i done bad shit and i regret it! ok well with that my frends mum found out ( the one hus house i went 2 4 newyear ) and banned me from her house! so me n my frend grew apart but last night we were talking 4 ages n her mum sed tht if i tell my mum about tha guy n new year i will be able to go over her house again and she will eventually trust me again! so i told my mum everything this morning! becuz i would do anything 4 my frends/frendship with ppl! cos frends mean the world 2 me! ok i feel kinda embarrassed but alrite in a way! it just seems really surreal! well i gtg cos im goin 2 the shops with sarah n ten we r going to the movies and then i am staying over her house:D ok have a great week and god bless ciao bellas/bubs luv lana x0x0x0x0x