[14]FUCK

by lana
Feeling: depressed
4 FUKS SAKE I HAD A FUKING FIGHT WITH SHANE AND NOW HE HATES ME AND I DONT KNOW WAT THE FUCK TO DO! AND MY BROTHER AND HIS FRIEND ARE DRIVING ME FUKING INSANE WITH THEM SMASHING BLOCKS EVERYWHERE! N NOW THEY ARE FUKING NOT SHUTTING THE FUK UP! 4 FUKS SAKE!!!!!!:'(:'(:'( - I CANT STOP CRYING IM IN TEARS I CANT EVEN SEE THE FUKING SCREEN JUST ASWELL I CAN FUKING TOUCH TYPE! IM SO FUKING SICK OF THIS, SICK OF EVERY FUKING THING!!! SHANE IM SORRRY! I REALLY FUKING AM! I DIDNT MEAN IT IN THAT FUKING WAY IM FUKING SORRY OK! MEMBA WEN U SED THT NO MATTER WEN U WERE PISST @ ME ULL ALWAYS LOVE ME! OBVIOUSLY NOT!! IM SORRI! I LOVE U IM FUKING SORRI! FUKS SAKE IM SORRI! FUKING HELL I HATE MYSELF 4 EVERYTHING IM FUKING SORRI OK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, UR MA REASON 2 LIVE! BUT YOU DONT GIVE A FUKING FUK! IM FUKING SORRI!! FUCKS SAKE! I HATE FUKING EVERYTHING IM FUKING SORRI! I HURT SO MUCH IM IN SO MUCH FUKING PAIN!!!!!!! P.S 2 THE PERSON WHO LEFT THE ANONYMOUS NOTE TELLING ME NOT TO FUKING SWEAR! ITS HOW I FUKING FEEL! AND IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT DONT READ MY FUKING DIARY!
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well what can I say but... Fuck!

My life float well with thee...
[Anonymous]
yd u blok me. i dnt wana fite coz theres no point in stayin mad, lifes to short. i just care bout shane as much as i do about u. hes jsut as much my friend
Hey, thanks for the comment :) You don't sound like you're having such a great time. Anyway I wish you luck with this Shane guy - it sounds like you like him.
[Anonymous]
Hey, thank you, yes, most guys are assholes, but I guess we have to put up with that - I wish guys were just playthings. That would be so much more fun.
[Anonymous]
aww.. just try to calm down..things will work out..try not to worry bout it..it makes it worse..if he loves you he will get over it and you tel that person who said not to swear to fuck off..cus this is you're diary! and whoa..you said fuck 26 times.! lol good luck and get better!
-jess