fuck this!!!! i lasten 11(ELEVEN!!!!) days without cutting. i only did a small slash on my thumb with a swiss army blade but it bled n thats what counts. i actually cannot stop n its killing me (literally). ive still got loads of scars all over my right arm which i cant cover up n on my thigh. i havent smoked in just over a year n i was gunna buy sum 2day coz i couldnt care but i fucking ran out of money coz im shit broke as usual. and i feel really bad coz i ste a big lunch 2day. ive eaten 2 lunches this week n i feel fuckin bad coz i actually do eat so much. n 2day i ate loads aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck this