ok so i havent dont anything in a while... i dunno what to say atm am so fucking tired you all have a good new years n xmas? i get more excited about new years eve than i do about xmas, maybe its because im leaving the year behind, like starting a new leaf or whatever. uuuuuuuuum ok my last 2 weeks monday 19th..."party" in a club, only 28 people...was shite! but here started the Week Of Emma, saw her we got our presents from our friends today which everyone had decided to get us "couples gifts". but cool ones like choc body paint, n handcuffs n love dice (put well to use) n shit like that lol. but the best was from the other gay couple were friends with, they got us choc fondu set for 2.....WOOP tuesday 20th...another party, whole of my old school went so i got to see my friends again , emma stayed the night (weyhey) lots of fun all night n then in the morning wed 21st...me n emma some more (getting tired of hearing it?)then we went round to fabs n helped her set up the party at her house... party TREZ fun, plus vodka jelly shots made with pure vodka yuuuuuum, we stayed the night along with other people. next morning i said i needed the loo (genuinley did) so she came with me n just sat ontop of me n started getting into things (people kinda wondered where we were for about 45 mins) and my god she came so hard she was actually shaking for about an hour after. was Great thurs 22nd...my grandad came to stay, in the eve went to my friends party, was kinda lame n had only had 7 hours sleep in 4 days so was kinda about to hallucionate but hey. then xmas shit n family shit, like my mum saying she didnt want to see me again etc etc yup yup boring stuff and then some uum last night (new years eve) i told my parents i was having a few people over but only emma came over, so they FINALLY left n we actually had a great time we watched kill bill 2 n charlie n the chocolate factory, drank, etc etc n then finally went upstairs n yeah. i was really hoping i lost my girl virginity that night but no worries i loved last night either way but things at home have been pretty fucking stressful, ive really wanted to just pick up the fucking razor again but i cant. meh how goes all? liv xx