Listening to: ace of spades
Feeling: confused
my foreplay is my wordplay
life if good so far (my mums away but gets back today so who knows)
but im confused
so i have emma (and yay) but thing is my 2 lesbian friends...one of em said that they USED to have a teeny crush on me, nothing big but they have been together for 4 years so she had to come clean. so that caused some tention n shit n crying with them.
so yday i was at my friends house with them n some others...
the couple n me had a convo about that n i feel bad
but i feel worse coz the girl whose house it is also fancied emma so its like i stabbed my friend in the back...were still getting over it (if that makes sense)
ooh yay i experienced my 1st homophobic prejudice yday too...my friend told her mum i was bi n she said i wasnt allowed in her house anymore
oh well
ive gotta say i dont really care, i mean a lil bit bummed she would say that when she knows me n all but fuck it lol
so yeah im confused
i also wanna self harm n dunno why so i think ill hold back till i have a reason
liv xx
Anyway, glad everything's going good with you and emma. Makes me smile to know that =)
Everything seems to be more or less pretty good at the minute, here. Nothing to complain and I went to see Corpse Bride last night, so it's all good =)
Hope you're okay =)
xx♥
my friends mom found out that i was bi [she looks around on myspace] and said i wasnt allowed to hang out with her anymore. then my friend moved in with her dad and its all good, she doesnt see her mom anymore lol
the funny part is my friends bi [though very few people know i guess]
sounds like some grade A drama you stepped through. glad its working out ok though
how are you?
And yeah, racism is another fucked up prejudice. There are too many. People should be nicer.
Damnit.
=) ♥ xx
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My weekend was pretty boring, really. I didn't get up to much at all. I just sat at home and ate a lot then got really depressed cause it felt like everyone I knew was having a better weekend than I was.
But then I got over it and ate more food =D hehe
But now I'm good. How was your weekend, you do anything fun? How's Emma?
=) ♥ xx
things are going much much better than they were a few days ago, which is good lol
how are things with you?? i hope you and emma are doing good!!!
i had a pretty good day, so im gonna go write about things while im still in an ok mood lol
i heart you!!
im adding you to my friends list finally lol
x