right so im not going anorexic again coz i fucking like food, n as i found out its virtually impossible to make me sick, as apart from the bulimia bout i had last year...where it took me more than 30mins each time to finally throw up, the last time i was sick was 3 years ago, when i had my tonsils were taken out n i swallowed loads of blood. so its not easy to make me sick so right now im doing bulimia the "other" way...if you know what im talking about...yay...im a failure again. its my other form of self harm plus ive been looking in the mirror n im actually getting fatter n fatter liv