well i just got back from bakersfeild/Lake Isbella i got to hang out with my love KRistA marie stapley! so yeh that we way cool we went shopping went to a random lake and ate alot and just spent time together then my dad picked me up and we went to the lake that was really fun i love lake isabella it is one of the only places that makes me truely happy like on a cloud because i love my family and i just had a wonderful blast!! hehe and yeh well some werid shit has happend but i really don't want to go into detail about that because that makes me super sad and shit i love all the people who helped me with it Nadine Jordyn Bryan and yeh i just feel so icky about it i have no idea the feeling and the pain back and it just puts holes in my love and trust and everything i have to go now bye i miss beth