a year ago snap its been another year since all of it its really kind of exciting ihave nothing to do with my ex ben and brian he is my world a whole year! well kinda but its still gonna year but its been a year since ben and mel's debut and that has a lot to do with ben and i just was thinking about since last night and it just like that was the real end of me and him like it shocks me to recall all of that shit but like that next weekend i met the boy of my dreams kind of like i love brian i can't get enough of him but ben was like the perfect lil boy to date but me and brian is somthing other then fun its that warmokay i am safe feeling but with ben it was a roolllllaacoaster allll the effin time i guess thats what it is between me and brian safty but i love he makes me sad sometimes but i love him and he does rock my world and i don't know i miss my freshman year scgool is kind of hard too i am a jr this year! wow a jr! hehe but yeh i wonder how many people even use this or read this shit? everyone is like on myspace yeah i love my myspace but thenagian i love this because no one is really on it anymore but i love it myspace is overrated and i just it for my thaifriends soo whateva