update

Listening to: shortie like mine.
Feeling: aggressive
basiclly i can not have a bad day. but lets refresh it up and let me telll you how i am doing. i have had my drivers license and i drive my dads mercedes.. i got rear ended for the 1st time by Jesse neilson i hit my moms car this morning before school and broke my right blinker.. oops.. but i'm not a bad driver the rear end...all his fault and today that was me.. but it was because i was really upset. brian broke up with and well it has been on my mind and its hurting me i don't know what to do..i want him yet mayebe its time becasue we both haven't been nice to one another but i love him soo much i can't really live without him but maybe this is wear i find more and just DATE? around but i am going to wait for brian a lil bit just because i think it would be nice just to wait for him right...for a lil i mean i don't like other boys but i mean..gah i don't know what i mean..but like i said in the begining i can't have a reallly bad day...somthing makes me soo much happier or somthing really good happends like yesturday or monday brian ended and tuesday yesturaday morning was gah but then someone said i was pretty and then i just had a goood time..and then i hung out with west and it was nice. and i went to marble slab and saw cute asian and thennnn i saw a man in BANANA SUiT hehe and yeh it was nice this morning i was bummmmed that i hit my mom's car but then i was in such a good mood its sooo weird...i like it though so its okay you know..but i had fun in all my classes my friend ryan...:) walked me to class and we just talked it was fun...and i don't know it was nice. and then west at my car..west always makes me feel better..then SHANE! came by at lunch and gave me a hug it was nice... VERY nice might i add.. and just it was nice... i love my Life yet i hate it i miss brian but camarillo is soo far but not really.. we will see how things are LATER
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Ryan???? haha anyway.. Why are you waiting for a boy? Didn't you teach me not to wait? But it's chill we all do it. And& God Knows when i'm dumped i'll do the same things.
Peace Love and& An ASIAN!!!
Aw maycie. I'm sorry boys are poo poo brains. But I love you my one true asian that I will always love forever and ever no matter what other asians may come along you are the best one I know.
OMFG!!!! i have been thinking about you and i fucking miss you so so much!!!! what have you been up to??? ew i live in the middle of bumfuck no where...im trying to move back soon but its not seeming to bright....i love you!
OMFG!!!! i have been thinking about you and i fucking miss you so so much!!!! what have you been up to??? ew i live in the middle of bumfuck no where...im trying to move back soon but its not seeming to bright....i love you!