WRONG REASONS...OR FATE i was talking to a friend of mine and she was telling me about being with a guy because she knows its safe i guess and she came to point like it was all for the wrong reason..i am begining to think its that way too right now. i don't really know how to go into detail with that. i guess i am stillgoing through a "lonely" stage right now because i don't have that someone special to talk to and like he said things are changed betweeen us now. makes me sad but i guess its for the better? but is it? we meet people every day for a reason right? like if i talk to you or i meet someone i know that there is a purpose of meeting them weither its in the future to become best of friends happend to lead me to something amazing...i think that or because it was supposed to inflicted with how our day works. i have gone through many days where its almost the best day ever but its like it has a default a cRAcK in it because we weren't really supposed to or we were but by chance we have a change in plans...he ment sombody and i think it was for a reason.to point out that maybe it just wasn't supposed to worl out because we already has had this problem..it hurts really bad to even see all this happen i want my someone...or not anything huge but someone i can talk to alll the time..i love how he cares..but i guess it has to come to end..but was it fate for them to met? and me ? i can link soo many things i was supposed to met erin and nade i knew i was i mean i ment jenny who had a brother jimmy who had a cousin named paul i guess paul i thanks soo much....2 ways way 1= paul who went out with a girl named kenzie in 6th grade who i ended up becoming friends with because i was nosie and i knew her but then held on the friendship and then from there went to met her step half kinda brother loved him and then met erin who i became in love with and just can't get enough of way 2= paul who i would talk to in like 1st period and 6th period about all these girls and then he told me and ily anbout this one asian girl that went to anacapa ..and then i went to avid and and i saw her and was like o but then i was introduced to her by paul and then form then she is my oher lover i just think i was supposed to meet paul.. hehe i guess jimmy too. but its crazy how it all happend and how my cousin went out with danhs older brother..thats right there...i was supposed to met danh too and rosie wow its like fate that i met her...she is like my soul sista and her cousin and it just all links it amazes me so if you know me there is a TRUE meaning of why i met you and if you took the time to read this you have done somthing amazing probably weither you know it or not have helped me achive somthing WONDERFUL truely like my friends from back 1st grade my 1st memories have helped me become who i am today and you did that i ran into a friend of mine's mom who i was really good friends with when i was in 1st -7th grade and it was amazing the way she talked to me its like my life is somthing and its because of people who i meet everyday thank you and to that lady i met at starbucks who gave me a hug has truely givin me a GREAT present to really be thankful.. soorrry if this makes no sense