so i missed this and i am back i copied the most intresting entrys from back then when on to my profile i am still with brian and thing are going well i am happpy i think so i am good i miss friends so here is my sorry to all my friends: i am sorry for last year i became somthing i never wanted to be but it happend i lost my self i let go of wonderful people but i guess i can say i am sorry and i would like to make up to all of you and bring back what i lost and i think i can if you let me i am sorry and its true from me -maycie