Well, maybe not. There probably isn't any hope. I talked to Lindsay last night. She heard about Jake saying that he didn't like me. She told me that Jake had said that he didn't want to be "bothered" on the trip. So now I'm a bother. Well, I guess I shouldn't have tried to talk to him over the phone. I should've waited until he came back. I should know that he wouldn't cheat on me unless he has a reason.... He's mad at me now so the probability of him doing so has risen. Lindsay said Jake said he'd settle this when he gets back. I'm scared. I don't want to lose him. But let's face it.... He's done with me.... At laest I can be prepared.... Though it's not going to make it any easier.... I'm keeping my fingers crossed so that everything might turn out all right...