Today, soccer scrimage! It was fun. We just split the team in 2, and played. Jerm didn't go. He went & hung out with Ashley. Go figure. He needs to seriously get over that chick. GOOD NEWS!!!!: I have re-established communications with Willy. *loves* Of course, he changed his screen name & obviously forgot mine. But it's easy to track people down on myspace. So, I mailed him thru that & crap ... & boom! We're talking again. It's sooo awkward though. And I hate that it's awkward. But, once again, just like in the past, I have butterflies. Gosh, I hate that it's awkward. &&&& CORPORATE DISGUISE might be playing another show in Callicoon on Friday. It's Willy's band & I haven't seen them since like February or something like that. But, I might have to work. =( Hopefully the real chick that's supposed to work there is back from college to do it. Cos, I need to see them play. I really need to talk to Willy in person. & I most truly need to see/hug him. I miss him so uberly much. Like, everybody, and I mean everybody has no clue how much I miss him. GOSH, I FUCKING HATE AWKWARD SILENCES! That's all it's gonna be now. I hate it. So fucking much. I just want things to be normal between us. That's it. Maybe I'm asking for tooo much.