I tend to hate everybody. My friends, I hate them. Well, not like "I hate you so fucking much and you should die" Just some of their actions. But oh well; I can't do anything about that now, can I? NOPE. Honey, Honey. Come And Dance With Me. Yesterday, I was in a really shitty mood. But, I'm as good as I don't wanna be right now. Which obviously isn't all to snazzy. But whatever. I won't give up at life just cos love is shitty once in a while. I like somebody else. Somebody who actually goes to my school. Somebody who will probably never go out with me. But Justin says I should try to ask the guy out; and I will do, cos I love Justin and will listen to every single word of advice that he gives me. I do love all my friends. Like as much as I hate them. I'd die for some of them. Only a select few that actually deserve it. Too many lie, go behind you're back...forget about you. It isn't worth it. I hate trusting people. I trust more now than I did a year to 2 years ago. It's sooo sad and terrible. I hate more people too now. It's depressing. I want to bring peace to the world, yet it can't be accomplished without bringing peace to myself first. I keep getting stupider too. I watch more football. I'm really confused with life. A four-legged creature running down a steep hill...and then it stumbles over small and big rocks and falls. It tumbles to the bottom and it's battered, bruised. Alone. That's life visually!