I officially hate A&P. My teacher gave me 2 websites, can I find either of them??? NO. wtf!?!?!?! Stupid bitch. && my mum has been reading my history (again). GREAT. That's just what I need. I created this diary so that she doesn't know about it. But nope. She for some reason doesn't trust me. DO I DO DRUGS?? no. DO I SMOKE? no. DO I LIE? well, yes, but everybody does. But whatever. I'll still keep it as open about my thoughts. Whatever. Maybe I'll get another "therapist" Heh. That'd be a laugh. I wouldn't go. IMAGINE THAT. I'm sick. & my throat won't stop itching. I've probably drank more liquids today than any other day, yet it still itches. I only got 6 frikkin hours of sleep. Yes, I know I'm complaining. But, I am getting a hardcase, my mum ordered it .. & then she told me that she did. So, now I have all this money, & I have no clue what the heck to do with it. I still have to practice guitar so I don't do toooo terrible on my playing test tomorrow. I don't want to go to school. I'm being a whinny bitch, but I don't care cos nobody fuckin reads this except for my mum. && maybe a select few who never leave comments and just read my personal shit. I wish I coulda been more artistic in my own way this weekend. BUT nope. I wanna start yelling at someone on AOL. Harsh yes, but HE deserves it. I didn't even get to go to my soccer game in Liberty. We lost 4 to 3. Which actually stinks. We had our goalie back. Which is pretty swell. Hopefully she'll come to the next few games. I don't like guys. They're evil & treat chicks like shit. Even though, I know some chicks treat them like shit too. But still. Once you're a liar, you're always a liar. We can forgive, but never forget. Yes, he knows who he is. My dads' friends from Jersey came up. the chick, her name is Flo or something. && she gave me this giant bear hug & said happy birthday to me...& then started saying this prayer thing. WOW. Never been in that situation. I didn't wanna be either. IT'S like DUDE, not everybody has the same fuckin beliefs. Will you PLEASE stop with the damn things. But, that'd be rude to say to somebody, so I wouldn't do it. I'm now giving up on trying to make this a semi-desent entry. Cos it's tooo fucked up. But I did watch an aweomse show today. It was on IFC & was called Punk: Attitude. It was how punk music & everything came into the world. & about how todays' punk has drifted from being so political. I wanna go buy a Sex Pistols cd now. They're really good. Yeah. So, that was life as of today. On a scale of 1 to 10 - 1 being really shitty & 10 being really awesome, I give it a 1.5. && one more thing. From yesterday, I think...but I don't think I put it in yesterdays' entry, cos I forget about things easily. But the 24th was this giant peace march & rally thingy in D.C. I really wish I coulda gone, but alas, I didn't. Bummer. It woulda been cool. So hopefully Mr. Bush gets his head outta his ass. Or one of these days, somebody will become Che Guevara... (that'd be cool) & we'd have a revolution. & shit. That'd be awesome. Why are the states shown as red & blue? Why can't they be like pink & brown? Why are the dudes an elepant & a donkey?