Today, woah, it's been a long one. I woke up at like 9:15 cos I had to go to the orthodontist. Turns out, I'm getting my braces off next month, I think - if I'm lucky. And then, I had to spend this really long ass time in wal-mart while my mum was getting her tires changed...and things like that. It was the first time ever that I actually wanted to have a cell phone. I wanted to be with Him soooo badly, but I didn't have a phone, so I couldn't call him and he wasn't in wal-mart. So, it was all very sad. But, to make up for it, I bought the greatest hits from Jimi Hendrix. Quite awesome. :) I finally have "Purple Haze" on cd...I've only been wanting it for...ever. Then, me, my dad, and me mum went for lunch at 2 Guys....whatever it's called. I got this mega bigg salad. Which was quite yummy. Then I went home with my dad...and my mum went home with herself, and of course she beats us home. But, we went up thru Narrowsburg and everything. Then, I started a painting project -- little did I know that I had to be at work in like 20 minutes...but oh well. Work, geez...I think I hate it more every time I go. I broke my first plate today. :) I'm soooo smart. And, my feet hurt. And, even worse, on the way there, my brother starts talking about HIM and all the ways He's a pothead, scumbag, dealer, rapist....and a bunch of other shit that I don't think is true. If it is, so be it! It's not my fault I fall for the guys that actually like me for me. Fuckin' bullshit the way everybody has been reacting. My rents have already "forbidden" me to talking to Him... and going out with Him. Truly fucking bullshit. They believe all the rumours. Fuck that. Back to the "work" subject, I made $68 this weekend. Pretty cool, jewel. :) And, that's my life. Wait, nope. I've tried calling HIM like a billion times...and it's always busy or He never picks up. It's quite sad. Actually, it's really depressing...cos I just wanna hear his voice. One of these days, I'm gonna find my way to his house, and we're gonna watch Donnie Darko or I think it's called that....I don't remember. It'll be fun. Now I just gotta see where He lives...and get there some time....when I actually have time! I won't cause myself depression for the sake of others' opinions.