i dont know how to feel and i dont know how to interpret what i saw, i saw him today, he with another girl or was she just a friend? we made eye contact, never said hi or waved just eye contact...but his eyes seemed to tell me that he wanted to stop and talk. i'm probly over analyzing it all, it didnt seem like there was anything going on with them, i'll push it to the back of my mind, but i still really wanna do something with him, i'm just to scared to call him i dont know why i've called guys before, i guess this ones different cuz i actually like him alot and i think he might actually like me back. i should just stop thinkin about it for now, maybe he'll come online and i can ask him if he wants to do something i just wanna get to know him and date him hes just he seems like such a great guy and i really really like him i just wish i wasnt such a chick-shit when it comes to guys i like. well today i have a dentist appt.and tomorrow i have to work i dont want to i'm almost tempted to call in sick and be like i quit cuz i hate it there so much. any ways i'm off -numb