i talked to him yesterday he never seems to be able to do anything hes always busy but he did invite me to go swimming on friday maybe i should go except i have to work! i hate work its keeping me and him appart, our scheduals never fit i'm really starting to hate mcdonalds all i want is a job NOT in a fast food place i wann work in a resturant what i really want is to spend time with him i like him so much hes amazing i wanna be with him dare i say it i trust him and i dont trust easily not after ______ i cant trust after him but i'm starting to trust this new one this is a big thing for me as long as he doesnt hurt me then i know i can really trust him my girl kinki wants us to work so do i i just wish i knew if he did -numb