guys confuse me one minute hes flirting with me the next hes telling me how hes not good enough for me i dont care about what hes done i like him and thats all that matters why is he pushing me away he knows i like him and i think he likes me he said i seem like a great girl it just doesnt make sence we've both been through some messed up shit its like were meant to be i feel like i finally found that one the one who can take away all the bad shit thats happened to me i've been through alot in the past 2 years death pregnancy scares my best friend in the hospital (alot) rape 4 therapists a really really bad break up with a guy who meant to the world to me i just feel like he can turn it all around i just wish things would work i really like him and i cant handle getting hurt again i just want things to work i just want him is that to much to ask for? i guess it is since it seems he doesn't want me oh well its just another guy that doesn't like me right wrong this one was different i thought he liked me but it just seems AHHHHHH its all so confusing i wish i was a kid again everything was easyer to understand -numb