as i see every one around me
hooking up and finding love
i feel more alone then ever before
i feel left out
ignored
like no one wants me
not a good feeling
wish it would change
go away
wish i could go away
hide from all this happyness
just be all by myself
with no one around
no one to hurt me
no one to tell me im not good enuf
im happy for my friends
im happy their happy
but at the same time
im not happy
cause im alone
and their not
its just not fair ne more
i hate this life
i want a new one
Love,
Manda