yea its true i'm happy i havent been in a while but i am i found someone i think he might be the one hes smart hes funny hes nice all around hes a good guy he doesnt live in the city but thats not gonna stop me i wanna get to know him better then tell him i like him hopefully he would feel the same and we could be ya know a couple i havent been one of those in a long long time and i miss it i miss having someone to call my own someone to hold me if i'm sad i just want all that back -not so numb