last night i had a dream a really weird deam it was a sex dream he was in it no not my usual he this is an old he this is bad i need to talk to N she'll know what to do she always does i mean i THOUGHT i liked my shell boy but maybe just maybe i have hidden feelings for for my gangster boy i dont know N was supposed to call me on monday its friday now she still hasnt called i'm pissed i need her n shes not there for me she said would be ack i'm stressing over nothing it was nothing nothing more then a dream a sex dream but none the less a dream no more talking or thinking about the sex dream i had about my gangster boy! numb