such a great couple of days. today i finally got a damn computer. its been long enough id say. macbook pro you make my life complete. i just read kiefer's most recent post. it makes me sad. legit SAD. i miss him. and i miss jordan. i miss brandon. i miss all four of us hangin out. jordan and kiefer all lovey and whatnot. brandon talking to one of his YOUNG girlfriends... and ME just really happy to be apart of something like that. i used to get really sad when they left me out of things. they have this strip of photobooth film with the three of them and even though i LOVE the pics of them, i wish i could have been there. or when they went to vegas and kiefer's car got stolen... i didnt even get invited to that. yeeea thanks. haha JORDAN AND KIEFER STOP BEING SO GOD DAMN STUBBORN AND WORKS THINGS OUT. BE PALS! SOMETHING!!!! the yankees are the AL east champs. whoot holla. i need to clean my fucking room bad ive just been too stoked on getting my computer to do anything. im tyoping on IT in my room right now!!!! courtney has been driving me insane. i cant stand to be around her but i still want to be pals with her. i know its fucked up but seriously its just how i feel. a man cannot help if he is not attracted to a girl. so go fuck a goat. i woke up on my floor this morning. and i worked my first sunday in 2 years today. it was ok. i went and talked to Doug after work. he gave me a bottle of whiskey for bringing him his plywood. super legit dude. hes also gonna hook me up with a bunch of software for my computer. plus he's 40 and were pals. its tight. im fucking thirtsy. i start house sitting tomorrow. and i need a bag for this computer so i can take it to school. and i need to configure my ipod to mac not pc. fuck. i love my grandpa. and my dad. and my mom and sister. and my friends.