today me and paula were talking and she told me that she cares about me a lot. she feels like she has known me for a long time. and she said she sees herself falling in love with me easily. fuck im so IN LIKE with her. haha im supposed to be doing homework but im just read and go to bed. fuck typing up a paper tonight. ill do it tomorrow night but do all the prep i need to do for it. no worries. paula also is joining the girls rowing team. I LOVE THAT. i mean i am honestly a little bitter because ive been telling her to join since i met her, but one of her friends convinced her to join the girls team as a coxwain. so now well be able to spend even more time together. and when we have trips and stuff for crew we can be together. also it will curb any temptation with girls on the other team. surprisingly enough there are a lot of NOT BUTCH girls on the rowing team. i mean i havent met any girls on the team at all but you know. i need to poop. peace.