i think its funny that me, kiefer, and jordan are the only ones who use this and yet three of us address each other in our entries like the others would never EVER read them. well we do. anyway... it kills me to see what is going on between KSQ and JLA. its unbearably depressing to see jordan sad and see kiefer numb to shit. neither have it in their nature to do things alongs those lines. i should be finishing my essay right now. i am at the point where i am saying FUCK THIS! i worked on this shit periodically for the past two days and i am sick of it. all i have to do is my conclusion and my sources sited page. i think i wrote s pretty good paper though. ive been stayng in IV a lot lately. i have gotten really involved with paula. we ARE together, we just arent official or anything. i want to be though. i want her to be my girlfriend. but she still needs time to figure out what she wants. she knows we would work as a couple, she just wants to be sure tht i am not going to break her heart i guess??? she didnt acutally tell me why she needs time to think but i dont care. i want her. i like her a lot. shes next to me right now fully passed out in her bed and i should be with her but NOOOOO i have a stupid fucking essay to write. saw the sounds and foxy shazam! tonight at school. both bands played well. i would have liked to see them fight to drsth, but it just wasnt in the cards to happen. ok falling asleep. need to finish essay. peace