rowing has been super legit these passed couple days. i keep getting compliments from the coaches. i dont think its because they feel like they have to either. i think its because they actually mean it. i hope anyhow. varsity team is chosen soon and im really shooting to make it on. ill have to work wayyyyyy harder but thats ok. itll be worth it. i met a girl at school. she kinda stalked me on facebook but then we started talking and she turned out to be really cool. i dont want to start dating this early in the school year though. thats a big deal. im essentially a total loner and to have someone at a time like this will royally fuck me over. plus i have to focus on school work which i have not been doing. but me and paula are going to attend a concert together. foxy shazam is coming to UCSB and i am sure as shit not gonna miss it. i may study abroad this summer in the UK. i think that it would be amazing and i should be able to afford it with my extra loan money and whatnot. ok so tired. have to poop. peace.