fuck my life!!!!!!!!!! last night was so much fun. it all started @ chain reaction in anaheim at 7pm. badger was suppose to give me a call letting me know what's up but he never did but i ended up going without his call of course. since that parking lot is extremely small i ended up parking @ the dennys around the corner and hell yea you better believe i was sketchy about leaving my car like that. the show started at 7:34pm and tiefighter was up first. we were on the side on the stage raging and singing along. i had threatened eddie on them playing my song and of course they did, but what was sweet is dedicating it to me. aweeeeeee cute right? hahah it was great when mike went up there and i guess did his guest vocals? after they played it was cigarette break for rizza and i. we were talking and spitting so much shit on them hoes it was ridiculous. i know i never acted nor looked like them, well maybe when i was doing drugs but that's another story. dear life had gone up and shit started getting too rowdy for my taste. rizza, debbie, lana, nancy and the rest of the girls were getting pushed and shoved everywhere but it's chill. frankie was in the middle and he accidently kicked a security guard which led him to getting kicked out. mind you they were talking about chilling and smoking weed prior to that, wtf? who the fuck two-steps at a hardcore show? oh wait............ rizza and i did. yeaaaaaaah. the moment of all moments came when comeback kid came out. i can't even explain it so i won't even try. i met a bunch of rad people from the area and las vegas too. after the show we all were fucking around outside. rizza and i are going to hell that's all i have to say. was it really necessary to make fun of this guy because he had the davey havok haircut? guh! molca salsa for some food raging and it was too much fucking fun specially when i ordered my horchata. one thing that was bugging me was raquel flirting and being all touchy feely with alex. and the fact that he would return some of the favors got me somewhat mad. it's ok though because i discovered that i have a crush on kevin (singer) and i would gaze and stare off at him and he would do the same here and there. i forgot to mention that when we were driving to get food, daniel pulled up next to me and kevin mooned me. loved it! after being there for almost 2 hours we all said our goodbyes and i seriously wanted to cry but i didn't. driving down hacienda blvd, turning left on tetley ave. and then a left on angelcrest. i seriously just went over to give daniel a back rub cause fuck his back is horrible after shows :( sometimes i think he loves it way too much, i mean i'm just saying 3 1/2 hours of fucking sleep? fml i'm delirious and i don't even make sense